Well i had my first official weigh in at class last night, i 'only' lost 1 lb
BUT
I had been on track for a few weeks before so although the official figures are not so good i have lost my first stone since Christmas so there was never going to be a big week 1 loss.
I certainly wouldn't say i am as focused as last time and people keep saying 'you'vve done it before so you can do it again' but by god it's a lot harder this time, if anything, knowing i chucked it all away makes it even harder.
This may sound awful but those people getting praised for being stars at class? That was me once upon a time and i don't know whether i feel jealous or angry with myself?
Anyway, i will soldier on, I am off to the dogs on Saturday night and my husband bought the menu home last night, I can't even begin to pick anything remotely healthy from the 3 course menu, i have a feeling i won't be drinking any alcohol. I'm sure i've said that before.........
Now to get this head cold and sore throat out of the way and start feeling a bit more positive, roll on spring!
Well a lot of time has flown by and I'm doubtful if any of my old followers will still be about but i am back and i plan to stay, even if i am the only person that reads this!
The obvious news is, i am no longer at goal and i am such a long way from it, it's unreal. But those lbs soon mount up, i have not blogged since Nov 2011 and i'd gained by then so you can imagine the rest.
Anyway i have taken the bull by the horns, bought a monthly pass, found a meeting for a Tuesday night and off i will go.
I'm just so glad i wasn't (i hope) all high and mighty when i was at goal and one of those people that say they will never be fat again. I ALWAYS knew what i was like and more so, what i was capable of. Sadly i am either 100% angelic or 100% awful, guess which one i have been for the last few years......
Here i go!