And i gained......4.5lbs!
To be honest it was a relief to get weighed and find out the damage, i think i will now find it so much easier to get back on the wagon.
I'm all planned for the week and raring to go, hoping to get the vast majority of that off next week, so wish me luck!
Well off i went to Mum's, i wasn't going off the wagon until i got there.....
We pulled into a garage to get fuel and out came a bag of chocolate eclairs, suffice to say that 160 miles later there were none left.
Dear mum had spent the day baking sausage rolls, mince pies, scones and sponges and of course the first thing that happened was that they came out with a cup of tea.
Christmas morning I did resist a fried breakfast, sadly i wasn't that good as i did have a bacon sandwich, i could make this 3 pages long with what i then ate at my sister's house so it would be easier to tell you what i didn't eat.......
Let me get back to you on that one, I'm gonna have to think hard!
Anyway, i ate what i wanted and had a lovely time until just before i went to bed Christmas night i ended up taking 2 paracetamol, 2 Rennie's and 2 Rennie deflatine then spent ages awake as i felt so ill and bloated, so it's clear to say that my body just can't take it anymore.
But..... did that stop me doing the same boxing day? Of course NOT!
Sorry mum if you ever see this but i was actually looking forward to the 2-3 hour drive home just so i had a break from eating!
So i arrived home about 8ish boxing day evening, made myself some toasted cheese as that's the one thing i haven't had since being on WW, ate a ripple for my last supper and jumped back on the wagon today and here i plan to stay.
Whether i dare go to WI on Tuesday is another matter, we shall see.
And after my angelic week i lost 2.5lb so really chuffed with that, god knows how i will do next week but as long as i can get back on the wagon asap i will be happy.
Short and sweet, back off to work to set up the dreaded sale :o(
I am so angelic this week!
I definitely struggle the week after i have a gain but as soon as i see a loss the week after i am all motivated again, i am determined to have one last good week before i go away for Xmas.
I have really tried to have meals from the filling foods list this week and it's certainly worked so far, i have found myself looking at my dinner plate that's full of vegetables and wondering what on earth has happened that i now seem to eat more veg than meat or potatoes and it doesn't even bother me?
Fingers crossed i will get a nice return this week on the scales.
Sarah has today gone off to her dad's for 9 days so Karl and i are going to see my mum and the rest of the family but with having to work the 27th we are only going to be there for 2 days so hopefully that will be my total of naughty days and i can get straight back on the wagon, whether that will happen is another matter!
My Xmas should only really start Xmas day and be over as soon as i arrive home late boxing day so no excuses!
So..after last weeks gain i really struggled, i stayed in points until Saturday night but i was in that mood where evil thoughts were entering my head and i wanted to bury myself in chocolate and bad things.
I ended up at a friends house with the plan to take a half bottle of Malibu, looked in the cupboard and there was a full LARGE bottle......why not, i thought.
All sense went out of the window and i drank the whole lot!
Of course followed by a burger from the kebab shop.
I had the hangover from hell all day Sunday where my stomach resembled a washing machine but i managed to get back on the wagon.
Weighed in today and somehow i have lost 1.5lbs!
So i am now back where i was 2 weeks ago, 70lbs (5 stone) lighter and motivated to stay right on it this week and have one last good loss before Christmas.
Wish me luck , it can all change Lol
Well i put on 1.5lbs this week, hardly surprising after Saturday night as that all rolled into Monday night.
I now have removed my head from the Quality Street tin as i made Karl take it to work...apparently he was very popular that day.
Just one more tin of QS and one of Sensations to go!
Really struggling again this week i am managing to stay on track but only just.
I suppose i have realised that as much as i thought things were changing and my tastes were moving forward to healthier foods i am not infallible.
I wouldn't go as far as to say i couldn't resist a fried breakfast, that sort of thing wouldn't bother me but stick chocolate in front of me and I'm going to have to dive in.
2 more wi's til the big day, if i can get that 1.5lb off and just maintain until after Xmas i will be happy but i know it's not going to be that easy.
Wish me luck!
for my medication review and the rather good news is that my blood pressure is now 30 points lower than it was this time last year.
The doctor didn't tell me at the time but apparantely i was bordering on having to go on medication for it.
He also said i looked fantastic (i've not seen him since i started on WW)and that he could do with me to talk to his patients :o)